Christmas Eve

Hi, guys!!
haha, it’s me again.. Well, been busy for college tasks and duties. And they’re all driving me crazyyyy!

Btw, it’s Christmas eve, and I just got home from church. We had a Christmas Eve Celebration. We sang a lot there. I don’t know why, I lost the sense of Christmas this year, maybe caused by I don’t have enough holiday, haha (since I’m going to a Public College). But, it’s still a beautiful night though..

So, happy Christmas Eve, everyone!!

My family took a view picture before we’re going to the church. :D

heels UP to the hill.

I really love today!!! Yay!!

Why? Cause my new shoes had arrived. Yeah, I’d ordered a pair of wedges from Up. And they’re called Stella. Even shoes have a cute and beautiful name :). Meet my new love…

Actually I’m not a heel-person, but I don’t know why, since I saw Up design, I immediately fell in love with all of their design. And you know what, they have one design named ‘Lola’. Ya, that’s my name. And I’m happy with it. Haha :)

Btw, I already have my other favourite wedges, that would be this…

thoughtful night.

It's already late, but I'm not sleepy at all. Well, it's weekend bytheway, so it will be ok for getting up late, haha :D Ok, now it's just me and my thought. Contemplating my personality, attitude, and mostly about my temperament. I'm a temperamental girl. Sometimes, I can't control my emotions. Yeah, I know that it was bad, and I need to change it. But, oh come on, it's so hard to do!!!

I just realize that it went worse and worse since I enter this college world. I don't know why, there always be something annoying and pissing me off. And I just can ask why. Why do I get more emotional? Why is everybody here so damnly childish? Why can't I accept them whatever they are? And why am I being a childish person too?

I wanna be a better person. I wanna try to change this. It's my fault, I should have been able to adapt with those people. I know that later I will face so many people with different character. It's me, who must learn to tolerate others, not just concern with my personal desires. I'll try ...

home sweet home for new assistant :)

Finally, my house will be finished renovated soon. Just need some finishing touch, and I can go back to my home sweet home. My parents had spent a lot of money, actually already exceeded the budget. Haha. So, maybe, it couldn’t perfectly finished yet, we’ll make it through slowly until it becomes a great house for my family.

I couldn’t stand to live at boarding house any longer. We just got some stuffs here. Just a TV for our entertainment, and just a few clothes. My mom couldn’t cook by herself, so she got to buy food for our daily need. Ofcourse it would spend more money. And I really miss my mom’s cook.

view from the boarding house in front of my house

By the way, now i’m just waiting for my college exam, that will be held on June 13, 2011. So I just spend my time here, at Solo, since there’s no lecture schedule left.

Oh ya, I was applying to be a laboratory assistant for subject Basic Patology. Crossing my fingers, wish me luck on the interview on june 10, 2011!! I’m so nervous >.<

Leap year, mr. crab, and chocolate

What is the relation among those three words??? There is no relationship actually. Haha. Those three words are what make me happy today.

It’s nice having my dearly friend surround me. Kabisat is having her holiday too. It’s been almost a half year we haven’t met each other. And finally, I met her today. I came to her house this afternoon. Having chitchat –since there were so many things to share with her-, babysitting her nephew  (Irsa), then we went out to buy Irsa’s milk at the supermarket. After that, we went to citywalk Sriwedari, we drank (what it’s called in Indonesian) es tempo doeloe. It’s really really nice having her here, I miss her a lot. Super fun!!

Es Tempo Doeloe Sriwedari

Kabisat at high school

Having dinner with my fam at sidewalk restaurant, haha. We ate crab with sweet sour sauce. Hmm, it was very delicious!!! With low price we can get tasty food. So, no need to go to fancy restaurant, right??? Solo is full with so many restaurant. From the cheapest to the most expensive. From gudeg ceker to Chinese food. Oh ya, there is Galabo here. You can eat almost all of special food from Solo there.

After having dinner, we dropped to minimarket. My mom had to buy some box of tea. And I bought a bar of Chocolate!!! Chocolate always success to cheer me up. Besides, it has a lot of benefits. For example, dark chocolate, it contains flavonoid which acts as antioxidants. As we all know, antioxidants protect our body from free radical. It also contains antidepressant, that why it’s able to cheer us up. Another benefit is dark chocolate can lower blood pressure and cholesterol.

Remediate

The act or process of correcting a fault or deficiency.

This is what I’m going to do on my life. So many mistake I have made in my previous life, especially in the last year. I started a hostility instead of a friendship. I did not study hard. I rarely feel grateful. I was trying to hide from Him (though, I'm really sure that it was impossible). Yeah, so many wrong step I have taken. So, I will try to get my life on position to raise up and give the best.

The real step that I have already taken is I take the remedial test at my campus, since there are some subjects get C score, haha. The next semester will be started on 14th February 2011. I promise myself that I will get better marks in the next semester.


Enough for sharing time today. Nite, all ...

new.

It's been 4 days, my family moved to the boarding house. It's just in front of my house. Hahaha... My house is being renovated now. It was hard in the beginning. Needed to move a lot of stuff, and didn’t know where to keep them. And just realized that I had a lot of clothes!!!!

Btw, my mom bought me a new dress. A Batik dress actually. I really love it. Since I promise myself to be a real girl by learning to wear dresses and high heels. Haha…

And this is the picture of my new dress. It’s from Batik Esti.

From lil's

simple is best, monokurobo..hahaha..