heels UP to the hill.

I really love today!!! Yay!!

Why? Cause my new shoes had arrived. Yeah, I’d ordered a pair of wedges from Up. And they’re called Stella. Even shoes have a cute and beautiful name :). Meet my new love…

Actually I’m not a heel-person, but I don’t know why, since I saw Up design, I immediately fell in love with all of their design. And you know what, they have one design named ‘Lola’. Ya, that’s my name. And I’m happy with it. Haha :)

Btw, I already have my other favourite wedges, that would be this…

thoughtful night.

It's already late, but I'm not sleepy at all. Well, it's weekend bytheway, so it will be ok for getting up late, haha :D Ok, now it's just me and my thought. Contemplating my personality, attitude, and mostly about my temperament. I'm a temperamental girl. Sometimes, I can't control my emotions. Yeah, I know that it was bad, and I need to change it. But, oh come on, it's so hard to do!!!

I just realize that it went worse and worse since I enter this college world. I don't know why, there always be something annoying and pissing me off. And I just can ask why. Why do I get more emotional? Why is everybody here so damnly childish? Why can't I accept them whatever they are? And why am I being a childish person too?

I wanna be a better person. I wanna try to change this. It's my fault, I should have been able to adapt with those people. I know that later I will face so many people with different character. It's me, who must learn to tolerate others, not just concern with my personal desires. I'll try ...